what do you do when...

what do you do when you are afraid of the unknown?
what do you do when you have given up on your faith?
what do you do when you dont have the hope you once had?
what do you do when you have tried but failed, or did you try?
what do you do when you walk a mile but end up three miles back?
what do you do when you care so much about a passion, that it backfires?
what do you do when you want something so bad, but will never happen?
what do you do when you look at the future and see darkness, where's the light?
what do you do when you see yourself in the mirror and wonder who is looking back?
what do you do when you realize you have mental illness and scared and embarassed?
what do you do when you feel like you are all alone in this world, period?
what do you do when you hope for a small change, then bricks are thrown in your path?
what do you do when you have taken from the world and now want to give back?
what do you do when you try to be sensitive to others, but come off insensitive?
what do you do when you fall down, try to get up for a split second, fall again?
what do you do when you lost your faith and your hope, where do you go now?
what do you do when you seek the truth about you, only to find something worse?
what do you do when you climb each mountain and hill; only slipping down the slopes?
what do you do when you have anger and it's towards self and the world?
what do you do when you use your muscles to smile then instantly go to frown?
what do you do when you are so alone you just want anyone to hold you, but hurt them?
what do you do when you want to be left alone but deep down you yearn for a hug?
what do you do when you have all these questions, but never an answer
what do you do when your eyes are so filled with tears
and they can't stop crying
the river has been let go
and breathe in hope
and exhale out the worry

I need hope.
I need faith.
I need prayer
I need help.

d.