sorry

I am sorry for hurting those I hurt.
I am sorry for making others cry.
I am sorry for taking advantage of others.
I am sorry for not getting help when asked.
I am sorry for ruining other's finances.
I am sorry for leading other people on.
I am sorry for moving away from family.
I am sorry for yelling at those i have.
I am sorry for altering everyone's future.
I am sorry for not asking for help sooner.
I am sorry for not being honest before now.
I am sorry for angering so many people.
I am sorry for loving you, then leaving you.
I am sorry for all the fights i've been in.
I am sorry for the rages that exploded.
I am sorry for the disappointments i led people.
I am sorry for the tears we all cried together.
I am sorry for taking and not giving in this world.
I am sorry for not being considerate enough.
I am sorry for being selfish and selfless.
I am sorry for being a bad son when younger.
I am sorry for being a distant dad when older.
I am sorry for not trying to be "that" husband.
I am sorry for letting everyone down so much.
I am sorry for pushing the ones i hurt away.
I am sorry for the words left unsaid.
I am sorry for not remembering that last kiss.
I am sorry for the unfortunate end.
I am sorry for running from the truth.
I am sorry for the carelessness.
I am sorry for throwing things.
I am sorry for doing evil deeds and vengeful acts.
I am sorry for the obsessions and impulsiveness.
I am sorry for the fear I never dealt with until now.
I am sorry for the goals I made but never achieved.
I am sorry for messing up my credit.
I am sorry for the lies i told to get by.
I am sorry for the underlying manipulations.
I am sorry for the sleepless nights i know i caused.
I am sorry for the way all of you feel about me now.
I am sorry for the way it all ended but now it's a new beginning.
I am sorry for being a problem but now I am solving it.
I am sorry for not trusting you but wanting everyone to trust me now.
I am just sorry.

But I am not sorry the adventures that led me to now.
I will be a better man now.
I am going to get the help I need.
I am going to release the inner demons.
Somehow, but for now to all of you,
I am sorry.

d.