When one is searching for some companionship
or at least when I am...
I want to find someone to laugh with
I want someone to watch movies with
I want someone to go out to dinner with
I want someone to listen to music
or just sit together and do nothing
I dont want anyone who has any feelings towards me
unless they are purely platonic
because it can ruin a friendship
male or female
i have experienced them both
nobody knows me
all the haters have their views of me
and the accepters understand
gay men are so selfish
it's all or nothing
when they dont even know the truth
or open their ears and heart
to really understand
the demands i put out there on them
i recently was told off by someone
because of this exact thing
they say i lost a good thing
well in return they lost a good thing
people are so demanding themselves
wanting IT NOW or NEVER
gay men tend to rush so fast
then ruin what could DEVELOP into something special
i am on the road to mental levelness finally
and if i point out to you to read my blog
and you come across this blog
remember, i am looking for friends
because ANY long term relationship
that COULD develop in the long run
must be grounded by a strong friendship
no kissing, no cuddling, nothing else
let that happen when it is meant to happen
have fun
be random
live for the moment
don't ask for more
or you wont get anything at all
d.
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