let me make myself clear

ladies, but mostly gentlemen
step right up, and listen carefully
i want to put forth in words
written from my heart on a matter of love
love? what is it? is it even possible?
in my world, it's been not there from a partner;
yet only from family and some friends;
make myself clear that what i want
is something so simple but yet so hard to achieve
beceause being different and being in a lifestyle
like the one i live in has us requiring too many things
when all i want is simplicity
i want someone to accept me for me, flaws and alls
i want someone to laugh with me, while being silly
i want someone to cry with me, while holding me
i want someone to not judge me, when i don't look my best
i want someone to care about me, no matter the situation
i want someone to hold me at night, knowing you'd be there in the morning
i want someone to not have sex as their top priority, because it's not mine
i want someone to want to be together for more than one night, i want many
i want someone to want to be with me, only me and no one else
i want someone to show appreciation and affection, not be scared to be themselves
i want someone to fall in love with me and be proud as i stand by your side
sound so simple doesn't it?
is it a fairy tale?
do straight people have that?
is there even a gay couple who have that kind of simplicity?
or am i just dreaming
hoping
wishing
praying
for something that may never come to frutation
but i can hold on to the faith once again
that he will find me
and abide by wants out of a relationship
but at this time, i am looking for the simple steps of a friend
someone just like above without the intimate relationship parts of it
do you exist?
if you do...

...i'm here.

d.