Sunday, July 12, 2009

you make me want to find myself

standing here in front of the mirror
all fogged up where i can't see anything
no clear vision of what is on the other side
most my life i just lived my life not knowing
or seeing who was on the other side of that fog
after time on my own to really try to look deeper
i am finding out just who i am and the fog is lifting
the dew on the mirror is fadin away
to reveal just who i am looking at
i was always tryin to follow and be someone else
now while looking behind me standing here
i see you and you are in trouble
and i spent so much time looking in this mirror
that i missed out on all this going on behind me
now that the mist is fading away
i see my little boy all grown up
thinking he's bigger than what he is
and now i am turnin around
to face you head on
and the mist between us
now must fade away as well
because i am not going anywhere
or wont give up on you
i am NOT too late
and you DONT hate me
i just pray the courts listen to me
so i can pave a better future path for you
and our relationship will bond
and you will learn to love me
and respect me as your father
because
you make me want to find myself.

d.

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