how are you supposed to know what to believe in
regarding faith, religion, spirituality
we are force fed so many different opinions
views, points of view, stories, books, tv channels
but what are we supposed to know is the truth
i am so confused on what to believe anymore
i want to have faith in something
but i dont know what to believe in anymore
someone very recent had me be "reborn"
but then the doubts set in
is that my mental illness that was apparently rebuked
or am i supposed to tie the red string on and find the light
keeping the darkness at bay to avoid having those issues
what church, if i decide to go to one, do i step into for the first time
faith - what am i to have faith in anymore
i have so many doubts now as i dont know what to believe in
as one person tells me one thing
then another tells me the total opposite
and inside i feel "something" yet i dont know what it is
and where to put my faith and soul in now
confused as i need something to help me that is "out there"
the energy up above is what i need, not the darkness below
we are grown up being told what to believe by our families
well i am am a grown up and i want to believe
but i dont know what to believe in
at least for the moment
i need my faith, restored.
d.
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