nothing but doug

to all you haters who didn't think i could make it to this point in my life
to all you players who tried to get into my pants rather my heart
to all you lovers who did enter my heart but left me when i needed you
to all you family who disappeared when i needed you the most
it's just nothing but doug

to all the people out there who i hurt - unintentionally
to all the friends out there i never hear from - i miss you
to all the ex-coworkers out there i left high and dry - i hope you well
to all the light out there that i thrive on but only fill with darkness
it's just nothing but doug

to all you takers who took all you could from me over the years
to all you givers who gave all that you did and i never thanked you
to all you spirits who have passed to the other side, please guide me
to all you people who i have spoke to online and then vanished, sorry
it's just nothing but doug

i am a mid-mid-life point in my life where i am reflecting
looking back, standing still, moving forward
i have asked for all the forgiveness from everyone out there
you must not keep it your your heart and soul to dislike me
i want your trust, loyalty, respect back somehow, someway
nobody is perfect in this chaotic world, we all make mistakes
some learn from them, some takes longer than others
nobody knows what our individual stresses are in our lives
just know that what you have seen before, is not who i really am
i just am being nothing but doug

d.