seriously?
what is the deal?
why must this continue?
when will this darkness stop?
where am i going to end up now?
who is this that keeps screwing with my brain?
i don't want you around me no more
i don't want you lingering inside
i don't want you screwing up my future
i don't want you hurting my chances
i don't want you period
can a pill make you go away?
will therapy take you away?
why must you reside in me every other day?
even with bring God into my life you rose again today
and brought me nothing but anxiety
fearing as i was driving home
afraid of the unknown
i dont know how to cope or control you
my mood seems to be doing better
but my heart races
my mind starts wandering
i get scared immediately
then off i go back to my safety zone
"home"
where i feel the safest and more secure
leave me alone
get the f**k out of here
and stay away
somehow, someway, you gotta go
you are not wanted here
i hate you
if you mess me up more
i dont know what will happen
so leave now why you have your chance
please
d.
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