pass the tears

the tears just started flowing today
i dont know why, nothing brought it on
that i can think of off hand
the tears just came down my cheek
an overwhelming sense of emotion
maybe for the reasons yet to know why
or the stress i have about the worries i have
just sitting there and crying for no reason
it was not beneficial yet it was not bad
i am a man and not too proud to cry
even though i am trying to find my faith and be strong
the tears kept coming
i can tell you they were not happy tears
the anxiety has yet to disappear
even though it was rebuked in God's name
i still take my meds daily
but even a med can't take this away
i try to remain calm, positive and smile
but inside i am crying and now literally the tears are running
down my cheek, and dripping onto the floor
i look around and worry all i have gained
will be taken away
i know i am hard on myself
but with the current circumstances
i dont know what to think, believe or have faith in
is there a cure for this madness within
but please pass the tears on to someone else
cause i am all cried out

d.