isolated here out in smalltown usa
lost without my car, no job, no money
no friends, no tv, no interaction
frustrated with the government's waiting
on my settlement case which will resolve itself
in september or october and pray winnings then come
it's so quiet in my home, i sleep way too much
my daily highlight is going to check mail at post office
then fixing me something to eat, then online rest of time
my sleep habits are off the charts up all night
then sleeping all day, then repeat the next day
my freedom right now is stripped from me
as i can't go anywhere since my car is down
gotta fix brakes, renew plates and insurance due soon
frustrated because i dont want to lose my apartment
if not funds are available in October, not again, grr
once my settlment clears with both disability and unemployment
i can rest assured i will be better and can breathe again
just the "not knowing" and "waiting period" is making me insane
i feel like i am on house arrest just without the ankle bracelet
therapy soon again, more talk about how to better my coping skills
this isn't a poem, this is just me venting again
at least i have internet to keep me busy with chat, blogging and more
ok done for now...
d.
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