silence. i hear nothing.
vision. i see nothing.
heart. i feel nothing.
i am at a point in my path where i have no sense of direction.
i don't know which way my life is going to go.
i don't know where i belong.
i feel as if I have been put in a test to pass or fail.
should i pass?
should i fail?
i feel as if i have nothing to live for.
yet i am a talented, smart, articulate man
my mind has been playing awful mental games with me
i cry at a drop of a dime, for no reason, or is there
i just feel empty, confined to a constant mistake pattern.
i have no desires to go into a new direction.
i am exhausted from the struggles and self hatred that has risen again.
i lost my sense of direction and ended up somewhere but do i belong here?
why have i let the darkness back in to cover up the light that once shined?
all that i am living for right now i have yet to unravel.
i try to look for the God within and ask him for guidance
i dont know how to receive that spirit within me
i want to take the mental issues and get them leveled out
because right now I am just existing, instead of living.
d.
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