Undercover Lover

Seasons come and seasons go
Just as you have for so long
In with the wind and back out
Just another piece of your puzzle

You hide me from the world
No one knows I exist at all
I am just there for you whenever
A door mat I will no longer me

I don’t’ want to be your undercover lover
Someone who is by your side when you say ok
This is the not the position I want to be in
Spread my arms not my legs and I’ll fly away
Never do I want to be your undercover lover

You said I can never leave you
That I am yours for the taking
It’s you that doesn’t have a clue
It’s me that has done all the faking

Dictate, lie, abuse, push, and pull
Orders, slap, hit, no more fool

But to you I was just your undercover lover
Yes, I am running away from this evil role
You can’t stop me no longer will you hover
A new path is where I am heading is my goal
You can find a new undercover lover

(circa 2005)