since i can't be kissing you right this minute
since you dont know i'm even still missing you
there's no way to show you now, if ever
how much different my internal soul is
he has shed layers over the last nine months
awakened by a new light and energy lost for so long
i had a good chance in you but threw you away without trying
i want to change your mind about who i was then
and show you who i am today, stronger
cause i want you to be by my side
too forgive the negativity and share this light
that lies within me dying to love you once again
i crashed, burned but arose from the ashes
shining brighter than any star you've ever seen
you are so far now, i did things to push you away
i want to let you know how i feel now even afar
i wished i had one more night to spend with you
away from the past
closing that chapter forever, letting you in on my secrets
and to see in your eyes the delightment of the person you never knew
i was too stubborn to let you in and think i could ever change
it wasn't even about change, it was about really opening up the door
letting the light in and screaming out the darkness that weighed so long
one more night by my side
to see inside my eyes
a clearer picture
a brighter blue now shines
i'd know you would be proud to walk with me hand in hand
on the beach, listening to the shores by my side once again
i know you are happy now, at least you seem you are
someday, maybe someday you will realize this all
letting me enter in once again to shine with you
and you will shine as bright as i do now and
i love you always and you will always be by my side
spiritually, maybe one day physically and emotionally
until then.
d.
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