Chasing Dreams

Keep in my mind all my life
I have been searching
For something so pure
So real
So perfect

Boy have I been around the block
In every way possible
I have had every job
I have tried to love every man
I have lived all over

What is it that I am looking for?
What is it that I yearn to hold?
Time has passed me by so long
Why am I not happy yet?

I’ve been chasing dreams
Exhausted from the many travels
I am full of silent screams
Sore from the yelling at the world
But I will not stop chasing dreams

Now I have grown this year
More than any time in my life
I see things so differently now
Focusing on others than me

Bridges broken
Bridges burned
Where do I find the tools to rebuild?
Where is the strength to love again?

Should I trust you?
Should I trust myself?
Will I let go of the inner demons
Will I let someone in again?

No matter what I will be chasing dreams
Running, walking, driving
I will find what my dream really is
Turning, twisting, tumbling
I will continue to succeed in chasing dreams