Your Heart Yearns For More

Here I sit in the dark thinking instead of sleeping,
With you on my mind I can not help wonder how much I am to blame,
Have I become so absent in my mind,
Have I lost I all my reason,
Your situations is similar and yet so different,
Our views can be so contrasted and yet so mirrored one could not ask for more,
You are a member of this world in which I live but yet your stranger to it and you asked me to be your guide,
How is to two lost souls can find one other in such odd circumstance..
Should I keep my mouth shut, advise you no more?
Or shall I show you a path that which I am not even sure where it goes.
Your intelligence tells you what your heart desires.
Your heart yearns for more...

You tell the truth and now your in pain,
I feel responsible,
I feel as if I should be there to rescue you,
But I can not and I feel powerless
The space, the distance is too great for a simple trip,
Asking you to leave everything you've ever known is something I can not do.
You worry about what others will think of you,
I remind you that only you live for you, They have no real clue who you really are,
Should I have told you to live out your days in your lie?
Advising to live within the status quoi?
Should I have told you that you would learn what I could not?
Something that a decade and offspring could only complicate?
Should I have filled your heart with hopes that will more than likely not ever be?
What should I have done?
What can I do?
Your smarts tell you what I say is right,
Your heart yearns for more....

Powerless, to assist in any other way than emotional support,
Yet you consume my thoughts, always at the forefront of them,
Since you have trusted me with a view into your life and hearts aspirations and more.
I dare not say what i feel for I hardly know you,
But yet I feel sad for you, sad for what we can not have,
Sad for the happiness lost due to doing what is right and preventing something that happened to me from happening again.
Reminding that we cannot love for a particular reason
How can we love for more than its own reason?
Diluting our selves depriving our souls of what we need, is living a lie, taking our lives and throwing them away does not mean we are doing right,
Shakespeare said it best I feel.
"To thy own self be true"
Your feelings tell you what is right for you,
Your heart yearns for more...

Words are failing me,
Words are fleeting from me,
I know not what to say!
I know not what to be!
Still trying to find what it was I was meant to be, now you are on the path as well as me,
Restored from disillusion,
Am I a savior?
Am I a saint?
Or am I a simple a selfish dark taint?
My desires to help are pure but they are more, seeking something for me as well.
You seek a guiding light to your situation and I am but a star in a canopy of light, so far away yet shining bright enough to bring a glimmer of hope.
I share with you my soul,
I answer you truthfully as I know at the moment and yet I fear to tell you more..
We all change,
Will we all disappoint in the final hour.
Are we are not always whom we seem.
Trusting is the greatest of all gambles and yet I choose to take it with you
Your faith in humanity is your grounding post
Your heart yearns for more...

You want a lover that is there for you and not their own gratification,
You want someone whom you love and not feel like you owe them
While no one is perfect, no one will be the one completely for you, flaws and things that can not be changed, differences like yins and yangs.
But as long as you can accept that you will do fine in this life.
Do not seek to change the ones you love for you love them for who they are anyways.
Keep your heart true
And no one can fault you
Accept no substitutes , no good enough's for now
Demand what you give of your self from others…

I am here to let you know that I will be here when you need me,
Tell me what you need and I will do my best to retrieve,
And if I fail, I will find an alternative that will bring you to be able to rest.
In your heart, and in your soul you ache, you want more from life than what you have, you dream, you yearn for simple things that you are deprived...
Your dreams tell you what you heart desires...
Your heart desires for love unconditional…
Your heart yearns for more …
Your heart yearns for more