i see you in the distance
coming upon me so fast
i put up my wall instantly
to protect myself from the pain
from the truth
from the consequences
of a love that could be true
i will never let another man in
i will never let anyone through my wall
i will never let you through
a mistake
a whisper in the dark
a thought that crosses
but because of you
i will take that chance
that risk
to not be infected mentally
of the chance you could be true
my walls are made of steel
no keys are to be found
do you know the secret
that it takes to pass by
i wont tell you
you will have to fight for it
but in reality i am running
running from you
i don't deserve a real love
but wait does it really exist
it's all movies
it's all tv
it's all romance novels
roses
wine
dinner
love notes
it's all a farce
it's all a dream
they make it up for us to believe
and when they don't live up to that
then we are hurt
and continue to search for someone
something
anywhere
somewhere
to fill those shoes
of the love we desire
but i am afraid of you
will you break through
or will i continue to hold you in the distance
but wait, i'm gone
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