as i venture through my own path of life
i have tried to do something right and ended up wrong
my child you are a beautiful soul lost without a father
you are getting older now with no real direction
getting into trouble in ways that are not being watched
my heart aches because something tells me to stay far away
yet it reminds me of the lost youth that you are fighting to find yourself
your influences, your friends, your foes, your mother, you are a child still
doing things that will lead you into an area of long term pain
from a distance it aches my heart as i learn of the demise you are entering
what can i do
where should i be
do you know how much i love you and that i want the best for you
i brought you to live with me this spring and you turned against me
wanting your mother when i can give you so much more than her
you lied to me, you hurt me, but i am the father and you are the son
you chose to move back home to your mom leaving me empty inside
you are not the only lost one my child, daddy is still on his path as well
i hope you know i love you so much deep inside and that one day
you will be with me again for good and i will try to fix all the years i broke
my tears of pain will turn to tears of joy when i see you follow your dreams
i send you now as much positive energy as possible to enable you smiles
and release the anger you hold inside you towards me, towards the world
no one wrote the book of life, or of parenthood and with that
i have done what i thought was best for me in order to later give you me
happier, healthier and more successful to give you all you need
but more importantly i give you love from afar or even next door to you
i love you my child
always
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