Sunday, February 25, 2007

Another Kind of Gay

Okay, stand back and listen to what i have to say
I am so tired of this gay community that we are in
Always being so blunt and going straight to sex
Top or bottom?
How big are you?
Wanna hook up?
Looking?
Whatever happened the basic "Hello!"?
Gay men are way too consumed with their dick
and less with their heart and future of love
Would rather poke another mindless stranger
Than love someone and accept them for them
Age? Sex? Location?
How big are you?
How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
Stats?
Does any of that really matter at the end of the day?
What the fuck does a number got to do with the mind?
No one ever says "How big is your heart and brain?"
Always just so consumed with showing their dick
Pictures of their ass, dick, chest, showing off their body
Their body will fade in time yet the mind will remain sharp.
Lonely nights they will spend when they keep being too picky.
What happened to romance?
Did it ever really exist?
Are what we see in movies just a real life fantasy?
So I am here to tell you that I am not like that
My search to find someone like that is fucking hard
Because with each new person I meet
comes all the above
leaving me to realize that I am probably better off alone
Living a celibate, asexual life alone on my own.
I have so much love to give to the right person
Yet since I am not consumed by my sex drive, or lack of one
Then I am left out in the field waiting for my prince to show
So if he's out there, he's going to accept these things
I don't have a good body at all
compared to what Hollywood shoves down our throat
I don't have a lot of money,
compared to whoever you want me to be compared to
I don't have a normal healthy sex drive that
leads me to cheating, never have and never will.
Love me, accept me and want me for me,
cause I wont change for anyone but myself.

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