you met me right after the divorce
didn't know what was going on
we never met first
we just took a wild chance
you came
you left
you came back again
we failed
we were so comfortable
yet so very unhappy
i felt it was time for you to go
for good
i met you and you were confused
didn't know what you wanted
i forced a love out of you
it wasn't pure
it wasn't real
it was fantasy
we were together for amost four years
i tried leaving you several times
i needed an outlet to be healthy
a cleansening of sorts but didn't ask for help
so i figured it was best you moved on without me
and i did
now i regret it
you came along when i didn't want anyone
but you opened up an opportunity to get my baby
i had no idea that i would endure yet another man
and someone who would do anything for me
but the one thing I wanted was not you, it was him
and i would do whatever it took to get to him
i left you alone, cold and broken
i didn't love you
the way you say you loved me
i only wanted one thing
not you i am sorry
i look back at those three angels
who made me get to where i am from
i will triumpth over the past
and whatever chapter i create for the future
will allow me to feel again
to love for the first time
but one of you i loved more than any other
and must let you go
it feels like yesterday you were in my arms
but yet so long ago that you have moved on
i hate myself for hurting you
all of you
please forgive me
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