Sunday, February 25, 2007

Embodied In Pain

Take my hand, let me lead you down this path
to let you see what i am going through if you will
enter my body, enter my mind, enter my heart
i want you to feel what it is that is going on inside
do you feel the pain i feel now that you are there
my mind, so broken, cluttered and confused
hearing and seeing things that am afraid to accept
my body, so brittle, crumbling and poisoning me
every little move i take affects me in every aspect
my heart, so bruised, lost and afraid to love again
knowing that it will take someone special to love me
sometimes i feel like i am locked in a body that is not mine
hurting in every aspect yet knowing it could be worse
but trying to survive in this pain that has lasted so long
my body, my mind and my heart all go hand in hand
so when one fails the other fails too
too weak to push the others to keep going
now that you can feel what i feel
do you understand why i am where i am at
this body and mind is exhausted
if i climb one more mountain
it could be my last

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