fluids take up our entire body
for many years my fluids came out
into the form of tears
what have i become
when i can't stream a tear
down my cheek and onto my pillow
right now i am sad
i am not mad or glad
just sad
and i just can't seem to crack
as i lie here on my back
looking up into the sky
out my window
wishing upon a star
i learned the truth tonight
something i have always believed
but now after being rejected
by someone so special
because i couldn't be 100% man
now i will continue on my path
of three years of asexuality
as i will never have
what i never had
in the first place
in the mean time
i need to feel something
i am numb
i am emotionless
i am sad
i just am
d.
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