loss of control
of the heart
and the mind
leads your path
to a direction
unforseen
loving someone else
loving someone within
or not loving at all
living with someone
living with no one
or not living at all
my brain has not functioned
the way it was supposed too
leading me to pave roads concretely
altering lives on the way
both good
and bad
and some indifferent
hurting those i care about
but hurting myself more than all
am i mental
am i crazy
have i been running from some truth within
that i have yet to be exposed too
am i bipolar
am i multiple personality
am i borderline personality
am i something more than i know
i am full of love
i am full of regret
i am full of hugs
i am full of hate
i am full of kisses
i am full of bitterness
i am full of light
i am full of darkness
or am i just full of shit
who am i
right when i open a new chapter
i see something new within
then the pages turn back
and i am reverted back to another time
going forward
but going backwards
carefree
careless
careful
but who cares really?
d.
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