Wednesday, December 31, 2008

just let me let me

roadblocks slapping me in the face
every door is locked i try to open
i am doing my best to get through
why are you in my way
why have you come back to stop me
i came pretty far without you
now here you are again
just let me
just let me
through

i want my life better
i want my world better
i want my health better
i want my love better
i want my self better
i want too
just let me

you insert yourself around me
within me
near me
with all your clouded mystery
your darken clouds
your negative lightening
zap
bang
pow
and then you knock me down

everytime i get back up
i am doing great
then you come and greet me at the door
and then i land right back on the floor
i can't sleep on the floor forever damn it
i am waking up and trying to be a better man
a better father
a better son
a better employee
a better boss
a better spirit
my soul has never left
it's within
screaming to be revealed

when will you leave
when will you disappear
and stay gone
leave me to my path
that i have chosen
so i can move forward
and stop keeping me from
making those damn repeated mistakes
those fucked up flaws that surface
that prevent me to fly high

just let me
let me
please

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