Friday, April 11, 2008

P.S. I Love You

I miss your hugs.
I miss your kisses.
I miss your arm around me.
I miss my arm around you.
I miss our playful moments.
I miss our showers.
I miss our intimacy.
I miss watching you drive my car and we die. LOL
I miss just talking to you.
I miss seeing you.
I miss loving you - yet I will never stop.
I miss your help with Chase.
I miss you playing with Chase.
I miss our plans we would make together for the future and present.
I miss our hopes and dreams.
I miss your kids.
I miss my guidance to you to help you.
I miss listening to your stories.
I miss us laughing.
I miss your smile.
I miss everything.

Will it ever be the same?
Will it ever be given the chance in time?
Will you ever fall in love with me?
Will I ever heal from this?
Will these dark feelings I have disappear?
Will you be able to work your mind out?
Will my heart go on once glued together?
Will I wait for you (yes)?

You are my everything.
You accepted me for my body.
You accepted me for my pain.
You accepted me for my situation.
You accepted me for my imperfections.
You accepted me, for me.
No one ever has.
It took 34 years for my soul mate to find me.
Then within a blink of an eye - you vanished.

Please take the time you need to heal
from your past
from your inner mental health
from your family
from yourself
and maybe, just maybe
you will space in your heart for me again.

i love you

d.

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