love is such an amazing feeling
whether you are giving it
even better when receiving it
how a person loves differs
the emotions that take over
feelings that you can't control
especially hard when one loves
but others are not in love with you
you are left empty, lost, confused
unsure of what they truly ever felt
I never felt real love until recently
then in a blink of an eye it was gone
my heart has sunk deep within
pounding to every heart beat of life
wondering if I will ever find someone
a someone who will love me for me
like he did
a someone who accepted me
like he did
a someone who understood
like he did
a someone who is patient
like he was
i finally found my soulmate
i felt it the moment we met
but I must have been wrong
cause he didn't return the love
the way that I felt
I took myself away from ever being found
yet he found me
he woke my soul up
i felt alive and ready to live
instead of just existing as i have
but now that part of him is gone
if it was even ever there
and now i must regroup and regain
the strength i had built up before him
and put up a stronger wall so that
no one can enter my heart ever again
I wont give in to any man ever again
I cant handle the loss of a broken heart
when I dont know how to heal the one i have
he felt we rushed into something so fast
without giving him time to heal from his past
i understand that, I truly do
but what I could have given him
would have been the healing he needed
we must move on
he must move on
i must move on
once he is healed he will make someone so happy
i just am so saddened that it was not me
And then I told him "I love you"
and he replied, "but I am not in love with you"
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