withdrawn and isolated
lost feelings and violated
never seeing the light
barely sleeping at night
racing thoughts run about
living again i feel a doubt
caring less for the world around
not even energy for the rebound
emptiness has taken over
fulfillment is nothing but a cover
dont want to even go on at times
this is payment for my past crimes
layers of my soul have been stripped away
no longer do i even feel a label of being gay
a wandering soul has been taken control
by the devil which i have become so cold
feelings of hoplessness
thoughts of helplessness
seems it will never end for me
climbing up this endless tree
only to find more hurdles ahead
but the waters so much to tread
dare i even say what my mind shares
thoughts scare me but who really cares
which path does my heart want go
looks like i just will keep with the flow
d.
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