life's promises
life's disappointments
a love that was so close
yet he fell through the cracks
an opportunity a fingertip away
never even given a chance
so many positives to dream of
but the negative energy swallows them
times like that i miss escaping to the beach
now all i can do is run to my bed
so tired of challenges that i can't achieve
but still not giving up on the goals at hand
feelings of hopelessness and helplessness
devour my soul on a daily basis around here
just as I begin to feel better in one realm
another towers down like a demolition
when will i be given the chance to rebuild
the soul that has been tainted and damaged
my spirit is still there but it's cold inside
God, where are these tools I need
to get where I need to be at this point
I dont want to lose at this game of life
Yet winning seems so far out of reach
I feel so alone in this complete chaos
Loneliness takes over my body and heart
Prince charming is no where in sight
to hold me through these rough tides
give it some more time they say
so i guess that's all i can do
for now
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