Sunday, February 24, 2008

Quicksand

walking along this path we call life
i have found so many forks ahead
taking whatever one felt was best
only to get to my destination alone
pushing through the crowds around
only to look back and not see you
i slipped and fell into this earth
trying to get up it keeps me close
i am being pulled down even further
this energy is dragging me harder
i begin to grasp onto anything
just to get another chance
its taking me down under more
i pray i can get gasp for more air
no one can hear me scream so loud
i realize quickly that my life is over
as i cant seem to pull myself out
of this ever sinking quicksand
i see no more light above me
i am running out of air now
then suddenly an energy comes down
enters this entity that is pulling me
and brings me afloat and when i look up
to see what this energy is that saved me
it was you

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Worth the Wait

Could it just be that simple
that if you met me you'd like me
for me
only me
accept me for the flaws
and all
no judgement
hold me in your arms
look into my eyes
talk all night
cuddling on the couch
being next to me
sharing happy memories
if i fall, would you catch me
if i fail, will you help me succeed again
will you look inside my soul
and leave the exterior to be beautiful
because i believe and have faith
that it can be and
will be worth the wait
for you

Somebody Save Me

Ever lost in this path I call life
I've done my share of good and bad
Fallen down and got right back up
Scared I will lose myself again

save me from my darkness
save me from my fears
save me from my body
save me from my pain
save me from my past
save me from my manipulations
save me from my passions
save me from my loneliness
save me from my addictions
save me from my yearning
save me from my tears

I know this may get me in trouble
but knowing that I am not alone
I am tired of the struggle I've faced
but fearing the future is scary

somebody save me
help me let me guard down
for one more time
and be free of the demons eating my soul alive
the good is hiding inside
the good is worth it
the good is overwhelming
but it's deep
peel the layers back
and somebody save me
from me