Have You Ever

Have you ever knew someone so well
Have you ever loved someone so much
Have you ever felt that they were the one
Have you ever realized your past is over
Have you ever realized your future is near
Have you ever looked in the mirror
Have you ever fantasized about having him
Have you ever touched yourself thinking of him
Have you ever imagined the time you saw him (again)
Have you ever wished that he was there right now
Have you ever cared so deeply about another soul
Have you ever blushed thinking about the one you love
Have you ever danced in your room wishing he was there
Have you ever held your pillow so tight thinking it was him
Have you ever looked at his picture and felt happy
Have you ever smiled so big that no one could knock you down
Have you ever showered and wished he was in there with you
Have you ever drove by something that reminded you of him
Have you ever sang a song outloud wishing he could hear you
Have you ever fell so hard that you are afraid that it will hurt
Have you ever wondered if you are really the one for him
Have you ever thought if he wonders if he is the one for you
Have you ever just once
Have you?
Because I have.

Haunting You

A whisper you hear yet no one around
A memory you remember but not sure who
A thought you get but dont know why
A feeling that rushes over your body
A drift of breeze brushes you as you walk
A figure you can't see in the distance
A loneliness you feel once again
A realization you made a mistake
A vision of the past but try to forget
A voice you hear but nothing in sight
A song reminds you of a time before
A tear streams down your cheek again
A gift you realize you never gave
A special place you recall being
A familiarization is coming to you
A keystroke away from knowing the truth
that it is I
I am haunting you
I am never far away
Just in your heart
Just in your reach
I am haunting you.
I love you.

Bye Bye Dear, Goodbye

Oh funny how time has changed things
From the good times to lowest of lows
We shared such fond memories to count
Raised voices to sweet whispers in the night
The days of walking hand in hand on beach
To the days where all we did was battle a fight
The stepping stones I felt I had to walk on
to protect the valuable assets I treasured
Left me standing out in the rain with nothing
Nothing to remind me of you any longer as you go
You left me in an emotional whirlwind sandstorm
After the dizziness wore off I didn't know where I was
Filtering out the distance I noticed I am in a new world
A world without you, yet you are as close as a keystroke
Worlds apart, oceans in between us, knowing I wont see you again
I know I wont have you again, because I hate you for what you did
You hurt me in ways you can never reflect upon in your guilty world
The brain stem in your soul is clouded by resentment and broken-heartedness
Does it make you feel good to see me cry this river and stream
It is not the first time or the last time that you have cause me to cry
No more will I have to think about the future with an empty soul
A coward you have become stooping to the lowest points that a person can
You are spiraling out of control now and where will you end up now
Maybe you will see the lowest of lows now since I been here for so long
Forget the rules of this so-called life we live and make your own now
Cause it's the end.
Again.